When the moon hits your eye like a big pizza pie that's, well, it's still up for debate.
Oh, these days, it's so hard to relax
You gotta hold a gun to my back to make me smile
To make me smile
And the only way I seem to cope
Is by trying to hold on to hope if just for a while
If just for a while
I wanna know the measure from here to forever
And I wanna feel the pressure of God or whatever
Now it seems more than ever there's no hands on the levers
And I wanna feel the pressure of God or whatever
Actually wrote a short blog post about this one ~year ago daniel.industries/2022/08/20/i-want-to-know-the-measure-from-here-to-forever/
Content Warning: Complaining
Current plan:
- Just survive until EOD
- Just survive until end of current gig (TBD but soon)
- Just survive until end of summer (100+ temps here in north TX for the foreseeable future)
- Strategize ways to force myself to stretch and do core strength exercise
- Strategize ways to get zone 2 exercise that doesn't involve being outside in > 90 heat index (currently always > 90 HI)
- Iron (history of anemia)
- Aggressively remove items from todo list, allow for extra sleep
Content Warning: Complaining
I survived until EOD yesterday, spent some time in the pool with the children which was good on a number of levels after the day I had. Then I slept like crap, missed my morning ride time, and am back to survival mode again today. I've done this living thing long enough to know I can only exist in this mode for so long.
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